I am from followspots,
From theater chairs and marley floors.
I am from the bright orange fridge, almost neon
I am from the California evergreens,
the community lake with the all day all night party and the saturday morning drum circles
I am from shabbos
and big noses,
from Piro Shalom
And the hippie revolution
I am from the impulsivity
and music.
From “making plans for nigel”
and “brick house”
I am from the 4 hour seder every spring
But not from the temple
I’m from Oakland and from a lost ancestry
Never discussed
Street tacos and strong coffee
From the oregon communes in 1969,
the the acid and the grateful dead and the Janis Joplin as God,
and the protest arrests with Joan Baez and a different husband each time.
I am from that bright orange, almost neon fridge
With my two brothers and my sister
And my grandfather who passed
smiling at us with a pipe in his mouth and a beer in his hand
At his happiest