I can personally relate to the young narrator in “Araby” by James Joyce because of the feeling of disillusionment. I feel like this feeling isn’t just invoked by someone who we admire to be a potential romantic partner but by many others scenarios in life. In the story, the protagonist gets infatuated with a girl who lives across the street from him. He always admired her from a far and had little to no real conversation with her, yet he felt these strong yearnings for her beauty and innocence. By the end of the story the protagonist ends up going to a bar that the girl told him about, he showed up to bring her back a gift since she couldn’t go. He was then faced with reality of feeling foolish, ashamed and disillusioned when the expectations of beauty and innocence were not met. I have felt this way before with job opportunities, as a sub para I have had my experiences where I had hope a school would keep me there for the rest of the year but then I’d be let go. Meanwhile the whole time I’m working there I would remain hopeful that I could secure a permanent spot, only to feel let down and disillusioned when I’m let go