I think the narrator was different by the way he was in the beginning was very excited about going through this “salvation”. When his aunt was explaining to him on how he was going to see this light and feel it in him, you can tell that this was something he was looking forward too. He was anxiously waiting and yet didn’t feel anything or see anything. He was waiting and nothing. He was really trying to wait and actually feel it. Yet he still got up because he felt like he didn’t want to waste their time. At the end he was crying, and he said that he didn’t find it in him to tell his aunt that he lied. I feel like he was disappointed that he lied and really didn’t feel like he was actually saved. I think the narrator’s faith was broken because now he didn’t believe in Jesus.
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