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Kayla Santel Discussion 14

I remember originally when I found out about the Roe v. Wade leaked document it was on twitter through the trends, and then on Tiktok. But for some reason both times I just assumed that it was fake news, that there was a typo somewhere, that maybe some professional photoshop major had created a fake document to generate some interesting news.

“The immediate impact of the ruling as drafted in February would be to end a half-century guarantee of federal constitutional protection of abortion rights and allow each state to decide whether to restrict or ban abortion … No draft decision in the modern history of the court has been disclosed publicly while a case was still pending.” One thing about this whole situation that has left me confused is how did anyone even get access to a top secret drafted document and upload it for the whole internet to see? I also can’t grasp any understanding as to why all of a sudden in the year 2022 we’re trying to delegalize abortion. It seriously does feel like we as a human race are taking a huge step backward rather than forward and it’s also somewhat comical in a very synical way because America is known for being ‘progressive,’ however you choose to define that.

One thing I learned about is the Hyde Amendment, I had no idea there was a law in place to prevent government funding for abortions for women, although it doesn’t necessarily shock me because even getting affordable and helpful health care is a struggle for most people. Another thing that was newly introduced to me was the concept of an abortion hotline, of course I’m familiar with suicide hotlines but this concept is very different.

At this time, I think it’s really important to keep in mind that there will always be ways for people to get abortions, even if it’s not always necessarily legal. I just think it’s ridiculous to take away the right for someone to be able to obtain the help they need because of the opinions of someone else who’s not even going through the same thing as them. In both the short film and documentary, all the people who were against abortion had never actually been put in a situation where they would need to consider getting one. So it felt very ingenuine to hear people speak about problems that they’ve never had and try to force their own input on the situation.

Kayla Santel Reflection 13

The Abortion Divide felt like a very neutral documentary to me, so much so that I was sitting there watching it thinking which side is correct? (But it was just presented so well that I felt like if I already hadn’t chosen a side and was uneducated on the issue I feel like it would be conflicting) However, I already have my opinion and I do think that women should be entitled to what they want to do with their own bodies, at the end of the day it should be their choice. There was even a section that noted a lot of the protestors who were against abortion that would stand outside the clinic were white, old men, aka the complete opposite of the people who typically go in for abortions. I was very baffled to find out people stand there all day everyday protesting things that have nothing to do with them or their own bodies, worried about what other people who they don’t even know what they’re going through are doing. It felt somewhat relieving to see that the abortion clinic had escorts outside, because I can’t imagine how overwhelemed someone who needs to an abortion already would feel, and how much people protesting their right to do that outside and almost pressuring them into feeling like they’re making the wrong decision would shake them.

A bizarre thought I had while watching the documentary was, if religion didn’t exist what would be the opposing sides argument? It seems like to me it’s all rooted in religion, but then (assuming I’m going by the religious anti-abortion opinion just for a second) what about the people who are non-religious? They should be free to get an abortion without worry of people bombarding them with the fact that what they’re doing is ‘wrong,’ ‘evil,’ ‘inhumane,’ and every other negative connotative word in the book.

Something that I thought was great was with one of the patients in the film, she explained she wanted to have an abortion because she knew she couldn’t support the child, and that she wouldn’t be able to handle being a parent. That type of awareness is very powerful, because there are already so many children in the world who are suffering.

Kayla Santel Reflection 4

I feel like the example of humans being cakes rather than salads really helped me personally to understand the concept of intersectionality better. Because of the word inter’section’ality itself, I immediatelly presumed these are all things that can be seperated, but when put in the context of a cake I understand it all mixes together like ingredients and makes us up. I never knew there were levels of oppression, but after being introduced to them I can understand how they all effect one another almost in a domino aspect. The cultural/structural is at the very top, and it influences the institutional section, which then cages the interpersonal that bleeds into the personal component.

On the other hand I found Johnson’s piece of text to be very eye opening and almost mind boggling. It will come across as ignorant but it never occured to me to instead of blaming the people, to look at how society effects our thoughts, behaviors and actions. To almost zoom out and look at the bigger picture instead of the people being contained within the frame. It dives into the fact that the social systems held in place limit us as human beings. While we do make the systems there is always an opportunity to change said system holding us in place. One thing I think that’s important to remember for my future self is “We are not patriarchy…Patriarchy is a kind of society organized around certain kinds of social relationships and ideas… our participation both shapes our lives and gives us the opportunity to be part of changing…But we are not it.” To remind myself that though we all do live in a society of patriarchy, it can exist without every man being a patriarchist.

Kayla Santel Discussion 5

It is important to recognize the patriarchy as a system and not an individual indentity because it is a system, it was created to oppress a specific group of people while simultaneously powering another group. A man doesn’t have the patriarchy as a part of his identity, but his actions or words can portray that he supports the patriarchy as a patriarchist.

Lorde does an amazing job explaining that we as humans all have things that either oppress us or give us some sort of privilege, however they’re not things that can be seperated, which perfectly explains intersectionality. She’s a black lesbian mother, poet, feminist, and more “Any attack against black people is a lesbian and gay issue… Any attack against lesbians and gays is a black issue… There is no hiearchy.” This ties back greatly to the example of all humans being cakes instead of salads because everything that makes us up, whether it oppresses or gives us privilege mixes in and becomes one form: our self.

The structural level addressed for the example in the text of a man raping a woman dives into the fact that first, before we ask why we should also inspect what kind of society that man grew up in. “From wife beating jokes to the routine inclusion of sexual coercion and violence in mainstream movies… what kind of society would produce so much male anger and pathology” (Johnson 28). Then we touch upon the institutional aspect of the patriarchy, for example women in porn are portrayed as very submissive, easy to control and sometimes violently exploited but our Constitution allows people to produce and distribute these things for profit and ‘enjoyment’. Women are expected to be a very specific way because of the patriarchy, they should know how to cook, be a caregiver, have the trending body type of the decade, easy to dominate etc etc. The institutional aspect of the patriarchy portrays this through media, in magazines, movies, tv shows we constantly see the depictions of how society expects women to be whether that’s super sexual or mind bafflingly innocent, there’s a model. This then effects the interpersonal level because men speak about women differently and treat them differently than other men. They do ‘favors’ for women (holding doors open, the ‘ladies first’ mentality, paying the bill) and usually expect some favor back as a reward. On the other side of the spectrum some men look down on women, they belittle and berate them, because they don’t believe a woman could do what a man can do. I believe the interpersonal and personal elvels always merge together, especially in this context.

Kayla Santel Reflection 11

Watching the film, while it was both shocking to find out both some of the men and older women in the village didn’t know the scientific reasons for why women menstruate or what a period is, it was also relieving to see someone explain it to them. It felt very progressive to watch the pads be created and watch the village become educated as a whole throughout the short film, but it still initially gave me a bit of a culture shock because it was seen as taboo. I feel like that sort of thing would’ve been less shocking if they were asking children and they didn’t know, but it was grown adults who had no idea. Both periods and the act of menstruating are completely natural things that a woman experiences and it should be seen as such, not some top secret thing.

As for the article regarding obstetric racism, I ended up asking my mother about her childbirth experience when she had me, and am still currently debating on whether or not she was also a victim of obstetric racism. Since it happened twenty years ago I honestly don’t think I should dote on it too much, but it also always feels like this sort of thing is overlooked. I’m not saying I would try and hunt down the nurse or anything because I don’t think it was that serious in the grand scope of things, but honestly my mother didn’t seem upset when I asked her about it, however it could’ve just been that her emotions were prioritized on other things (such as my arrival). I think the last article regarding the debate abotu whether or not transgender people should basically be denied help from medical professionals based on their own decision is beyond ridiculous. It honestly feels like one of those false answers on a multiple choice tests because that’s just how outlandish it sounds to me.

Kayla Santel Discussion 12

Although I had already seen the short film Period. The End of a Sentence, I remember watching it for the first time I was beyond baffled at the fact that the men in the village didn’t know what a period or menstration is. It really opened my eyes to the fact that men and women experience life so differently from one another and that it’s almost impossible to understand the other’s point of view. Rewatching it I was still confused as to why periods and menstruation were such taboo topics for the women living in the village, and it was really bizarre that some of them couldn’t even explain why the experience they have every month even occurs.

I’ve already been aware of obstetric racism, however I just wasn’t sure what the name for it was, nor that it was divided into seven different categories. More that anything I believe it’s ridiculous that medical ‘professionals’ can get away with treating poc differently without being held accountable or having their positions threatened. These people are in charge of our health, wellbeing and overall life. They should remain completely unbiased towards their patients so that they can receive the help they need. After reading the article I even decided to ask my mother how her experience of childbirth was when she had me because I wanted to know if she had experienced a form of obstetric racism. She told me she hadn’t thought about it at all until I asked which is crazy because that’s about twenty years ago but esssentially my mother had told the nurse the baby is coming and the nurse wasn’t really concerned, so my mom had to tell her to call the doctor. I honestly don’t think this is obstetric racism, maybe the nurse was just being lazy but also I feel like I might be glossing over it.

As for the last article, I had no idea about the Department of Health and Human Services debating about whether or not they should be able to legally deny care to transgender people. It seems like such a ridiculous clause, it almost feels like we’re going backwards in time instead of progessing forward. I don’t understand what the purpose of passing that law would do, or even why there’s being a debate about whether or not transgender people should essentially be allowed medical care. Health care is already hard enough to obtain as is. Also, reading a lot of transgender people’s experiences who had sent in their responses felt surreal because I already knew about the discrimination in the medical field but I didn’t think it was that common. If I had to put it into a ratio I would think it’s 1:6, but it appeared to be a lot more than that.

Kayla Santel Reading Reflection 10

This week’s readings were both interesting and at the same time a little hard to digest, I feel like I understand what identity politics to a certain point. I understand the examples that it applies to, but couldn’t put it in my own words if I had to explain it to someone else. When Garza spoke about how lack of representation has to do with white identity politics I really felt like a hammer hit a nail into my head. “This can be incredibly alienating – never seeing people who look like you in fashion magazines, not being able to get makeup that matches your skin tone. Whiteness as the control looks like clothes that fit only a certain type of body, as defined by whiteness. Whiteness as the control looks like nude tones on Band-Aids or pantyhose, or makeup being a certain shade of peach” (Garza 187). This specific part about the magazines and makeup always gets me because it makes me think of the dolls I would play with as a child. More specifically, my friend and I went into the American Girl Doll store today for nostalgia’s sake and the sudden presence of representation was really heartwarming. It’s always made me particularly annoyed that the typical ‘nude’ shade (whether it’s in tights, makeup, bras or just a crayon color) isn’t actually nude for a lot of people. Also, the part where Garza mentions America being known as a place that’s very progressive but doesn’t actually welcome change really resonated with me.

Kayla Santel Discussion 11

Prior to reading, I had never personally heard of the term ‘identity politics,’ but from the name alone I assumed it had something to do with the debate of how we as humans indentify ourselves via gender, race, ethnicity, religion, sexuality, etc. After reading, my understanding is that identity politics is “a politic based on their own experiences and the desire for their own liberation, as opposed to a politic that focused on the liberation of someone else” (Garza 188). It feels like a concept that even after reading is tricky to understand, but I believe it entails zoning in on the fact that even in oppressed groups, there are people who suffer more. The example in the reading that I grasped the best was how black people are oppressed but black women are more oppressed than their male counterparts and even when grouped with other women, they still end up getting the shorter end of the stick. Though it did seem difficult to grasp at first, when reading about identity politics multiple and complex definitions, I completely understood the example about America being based off white identity politics.

I’m not sure what topics I would want to explore during our final weeks of the semester, because I also can’t believe how quickly this semester flew by. I feel like I’ve learned a lot in this class and have actually been able to talk about it in real life to people because it just feels like one big mind opener after the other with each passing week. I honestly don’t feel educated enough to even recommend a topic I would want to take a deeper delve into because I’m not sure what would go best with our class flow.

Kayla Santel Reflection 8

The Politics of Housework informed me that splitting household chores ‘evenly’ between hetereseoxual couples seems to have been a feud that has been going on for centuries and not just in my childhood home.

“There is a taboo that says women mustn’ t strain themselves in the presence of men-we haul around 50 pounds of groceries if we have to but aren’t allowed to open a jar if there is someone around to do it for us.” This specific quote made me think back to one of the previous articles that mentioned why men hold doors open for women. (I cannot recall the title at this time.) But it also made me realize why I’m so uncomfortable when men do things for me I didn’t ask for, especially strangers. I think I’m fine when my friends do it but when it’s a random stranger (and I get it’s meant to be polite chivalry blah blah) I feel like I owe them a thank you, like if I didn’t I would be considered rude automatically.

The Myth of the Vaginal Orgasm was very informative to me also, but when I informed my mother of it she merely rolled her eyes at me and I was reminded that (most) old people don’t like to listen to ‘new information’ because ‘it wasn’t that way when I was young.’ I digress, but the fact that female anatomy has been so misunderstood by men for so long that even the most common sex position is one where the woman actually doesn’t gain pleasure really made me sit back and think. I didn’t even know that “the degree of insensitivity inside the vagina is so high that ‘Among the women who were tested in our gynecologic sample, less than 14% were at all conscious that they had been touched.” Or even when it went into greater detail about vaginas not needing anesthesia during surgery, that was scary almost.

Kayla Santel Discussion 9

In my eyes, a liberated woman is someone who has established their own sense of femininity based on her own grounds and not by society’s oppressing standards. She is comfortable in her own skin and expressing herself in any form, she isn’t worried about her body hair or how sexually active (or unactive) she is. A liberated woman is educated, and lifts other women up and supports them. But based on The Politics of Housework, “the Liberated Woman, has sex a lot, and has a Career, preferably something that can be fitted in with household chores – like dancing, pottery or painting.” I take this quote to be half true and half satire, because I atleast agree with the first section of it.

The liberated woman is important for women’s liberation because these two things go hand in hand, you can’t have one without the other. It’s almost like the chicken and egg scenario, how would we have women’s liberation without the liberated woman backing it up and fighting for the cause?

The Politics of Housework shows that “the personal is political” because it shows us that “many American men are not accustomed to doing monotonous, repetitive work which never issues any lasting…achievement,” it then ties this point to the reason why many fathers (including my own) would rather be the house ‘repair-man’ than do the dishes. This quote alone blew my mind because it made me realize that wow, my dad is not the only man doing this, this is essentially a worldwide common issue in heterosexual relationships. I have no idea why so many men dread doing the dishes, I like doing the dishes! It’s a very short and simple task and makes me feel like I’ve accomplished something and been productive. But this isn’t about me.

The Myth of the Vaginal Orgasm proves “the personal is political” because it delves into the issue that men (and even some women) are so uneducated about the anatomy of women that because of this lack of knowledge women are wrongly being labeled as frigid. This incorrect assumption about where women orgasms come from is so deeply rooted in society that there’s even a surgery that’s meant to ‘fix’ the women. This can all be applied to the personal is political because of Freuds theory being based off the assumption of female anataomy and how it caters to pleasure men. This problem is so common that it’s been deemed the ‘sex comedy’ “The vast majority of women who pretend vaginal orgasm to their men are faking it to ‘get the job’…So not to offend his ego, the woman will comply with the prescribed role and go through simulated ecstasy.”