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Arianda Fernandez Discussion 13

I know we only had to choose one image but I wanted to shine light on this Æffective power through artistic activism that I personally walk by daily on my way to work in the West Village, NY. I actually don’t know her name but I can share that her instagram is @westvillagefamous and as per her small bio description is a “frustrated designer and serial sign maker. I have been passing by this residence for about a year and a half and even though many times, especially before taking this course, I wasn’t aware of some of the meanings behind her quotes, I have always felt that what she is doing is very important. I send snapshots to my sister who always enlightens me when I’m lost. I think this a perfect example of addressing our current social and political climate in an artistic way

Arianda Fernandez Reflection 12

During this week’s readings and viewings, I was especially moved by 10 Female performance Artists You Should Know and right off the bat was taken by Ana Mendieta and her life, Art, and untimely death. I even went to search more about her immediately after reading the excerpt on her and realized her birthday was the day after mine so I figured it might also explain why I felt some type of connection. The story of her death pretty much stopped me in my tracks as she was only 36 years old and I needed to understand more but it is still very perplexing what happened on that night. I felt connected to her style of art where she essentially wanted to “find her roots” by connecting to nature after fleeing Cuba with her sister to an Orphanage in Iowa. Even the way she described her artwork “earth-body” resonates with me. One of my sisters has lovingly called me “earth and earthy” throughout our lives so I was taken by that. I was also very moved by the audacity of Carolee Schneemann’s art activism in Interior Scroll 1975. The powerful message she used to describe her work when she read out of a scroll that she removed from her vagina was jaw dropping “I didn’t want to pull a scroll out of my vagina, but the culture’s terror of my making overt what it wished to suppress fueled the image”. Being able to have taken this course has given me a new pair of eyes in which to look at many things and concepts of the world that I was simply ignoring before and makes me what to do my part to make a difference. Witnessing the artwork of these female artists that stem back to the 1960’s/70’s made me emotionally “bow down” to the courage of what they stood and continue to stand up against as the oppression during their times were even more stigmatized than it can be today.

Arianda Fernandez Discussion 12

What surprised me the most throughout the readings and viewing this week was being able to step back and think that all and any of these people/ women from each could be me and that the reason I am free from some of these oppressions is because I just so happened to come into the planet in the United States and as a second-generation Dominican person. These reasons are not good enough to have such disparities within our species. I have struggled with obtaining medical insurance before in my life but my encounter with any medical need and/or hospitals have never been like the experiences of Leconté J Dill’s birthing story or that of Transgender people so through these readings, I was able to put myself in the shoes of these patients which is what we all should be to Doctors when we visit or are in need of their services. Learning about the extreme stigma surrounding menstruation in rural India was just shocking to see how far behind these communities still are and how women are kept so extremely in the dark about how powerful we actually are. I was proud to see a community of women spreading their new-found knowledge with others and putting the pieces of their womanhood together. One woman even said something along the lines of it being because of generational Patriarchy and how in order to demand change you have to start somewhere, somehow spreading the truth of what you know. This is where I began to make connections between all the readings along with the film because it just really screamed out PATRIARCHY to me as this system is what allows entitled binary people to exclude others even though the reasoning behind the idea itself just does not hold up to the reality of the world we live in along with the medical advances acquired throughout. The fact that barely any adult male in Period: End of Sentence knew about a woman’s period is astounding but so telling of a society that has just deemed the male sex as superior and has kept the power of womanhood a secret to women themselves.

The format in which the stories are shared helped me see the oppression of women with more clarity and then how it surpassed the intersectionality of forms that I feel that I’m familiar with and portrayed that ongoing oppression of Black women and trans people. It helped me understand the importance of the Black Feminist movement that we’ve been reading about lately and also for everyone to speak out against this new rule proposed by the Department of Health which excludes the lives of transgender people. Although I was shocked by the lack of feminine knowledge and education in Period: End of Sentence, I was left hopeful by the broadening of their minds through the discussion of menstruation and what that means for women everywhere.

Arianda Fernandez Reflection 11

Reading A Birth Story by Dr. Dana-Ain Davis gave me a real perspective on the experience of Black women in medical settings such as Hospitals. It made me really sad to go through Leconté J Dill’s birthing story through her eyes and through the animations. I felt privileged in reading about her experience because although I know the battle with health insurance in this country, I don’t imagine being treated in this manner if and when I’ve needed medical attention. Then in reading the 12 Reasons it Should be Illegal for Doctors Not to Treat Trans People, my entire mentality and feelings on the matter were completely exacerbated. I felt so guilty and yet again in disbelief that anyone else has to deal with another civil right stripped away from them due to ridiculous rules set in place to separate us. As someone who wants to go into the medical field, I vowed right then and there that when I do reach my educational goals, I want to make sure to remain someone who will do no harm and help others on my part at all costs. The fact that this new rule has even been proposed by the Department of Health and Human Services is preposterous and shows no sign of progression in our society. How can we just ignore the lives of human beings?! Watching Period: End of Sentence made me proud of the Indian women who are standing up for themselves and actively educating others to the powerful knowledge they’re gaining in opening up about womanhood.

Arianda Fernandez Discussion 11

Garza’s chapter specifically, helped me tremendously in understanding identity politics since it was introduced in this course. I now understand that it is used to describe the lived experiences of those that are not white, heterosexual, cisgendered men and how important it has been for the Black Feminist movement to have been able to distinguish their extreme oppression in comparison to other groups and created a designated place to begin addressing their particular experiences and desire for their own liberation separate from the liberation of other aforementioned groups. “If we don’t acknowledge that power works to the benefit of white, Christian, heterosexual, cisgender men, we will continue to blame those who are subjugated by that power for being subjugated, rather than working together to uproot the legacy of unevenly distributed power” (Garza, 191/192). We all know and have associations with what having power means but through this chapter and quote, I felt the magnitude of importance white America has placed on attaining and maintaining it at essentially all costs neglecting human life drastically in the process. To top this disheartening realization, I was really affected by reading “For more than forty years, the conservative movement has been fighting to capture hearts and minds and align those hearts and minds with an agenda that benefits a few at the expense of many. The conservative movement in this country has invested more in obscuring disparities by race and class and gender than the progessive movement has invested in highlighting them” (Garza,192) because it helped me understand and name where my own conditioning by society arose from and that I allowed to tell me what is or isn’t of this world without me questioning it. 

I love the way this course has been set up for us because literally every week has added to the last and because it has all been so new to me, I’m not sure how to follow all that we have done so far. I noticed a fellow classmate mention reproductive rights and abortion and I’d be very interested in this as well.

Arianda Fernandez Reflection 10

I found Alicia Garza’s chapter to be super helpful in beginning to understand identity politics with more clarity. In reading, I realized just how confused I was with the term since last week’s content. “The “identity” in identity politics is a way of describing what it means to live outside what has been defined as the norm in the United States” (Garza, 187) and I grasp now that this means that this norm is essentially white identity politics. There were so many moments Garza just hit the spot with her explanations and again had me wrestling with my thoughts about the world we live in like when Garza mentions “In other words, if white people had not created false classifications for people based on skin color or genitalia or class status in order to maintain power and privilege over others, would we even be having this conversation?” (191). By the time I got to where she describes identity as the elephant in America’s room, I felt really fueled by my understanding of this extremity because I was angered by how the conservative movement has prevailed in keeping us all in the brainwashed darkness that we consider society. Aleichia Williams’ piece “Too Latina to be Black, Too Black to be Latina” was also a good read for me. Ultimately through this course, I feel that I am learning so much enlightening information but what is really also getting me is the comprehension of the magnitude of importance to actually KNOW this stuff that so many still have no idea about which is a result of the subliminal conditioning we’ve experienced by the systems in power.

Arianda Fernandez Reflection 9

Paris is Burning holds a very special place in my heart. It is where I began my research for playing Mimi in Rent the musical all those years ago first in 2006 then in the Off- Broadway revival in 2011. Learning about the Ball lifestyle was completely brand new to me then and opened my eyes to so much that I hadn’t been aware of prior to watching. I felt very connected to the character I played and the entire musical in general so learning about this community was tremendously helpful especially in understanding the character, Angel. I am happy to be revisiting this film for this course and at this time in my life when this content is broadening my knowledge further as I try my best to approach it all as openly and unbiased as possible. BTW, the show POSE is a great representation of this Ball lifestyle and “house” culture as well as performance/acting by the cast. I was very enlightened to read the Combahee River Collective Statement. I found the statement “To be recognized as human, levelly human, is enough” from the Collective to convey such a raw portrayal of what they urge for and simultaneously ridiculous that so many live without these basic rights.

Arianda Fernandez Discussion 10

“We might use our position at the bottom to make a clear leap into revolutionary action. If black women were free, it would mean that everyone else would have to be free since our freedom would necessitate the destruction of all the systems of oppression.” What is meant by this quote is that the Black feminists of the Combahee River Collective believe in tackling the oppression placed upon them piece by piece in order to detangle it from the intersectionality of this oppressive umbrella in hopes of dismantling each, no matter how gruesome or long the journey. This is what they have found to be the answer in, one day, fulling realizing a world free of constrictions and inferiority for Black women everywhere. It is apparent just how tricky this can be throughout the reading as we are able to witness how shifts and transitions occur in the movement depending on the issues they’ve decided to focus on at different times where women come and go from collective. “The major source of difficulty in our political work is that we are not just trying to fight oppression on one front or even two, but instead to address a whole range of oppressions. We do not have racial, sexual, heterosexual, or class privilege to rely upon, nor do we have the minimal access to resources and power any of these types of privileges have.” (line 8-11, Problems in Organizing Black feminists). Here, their position at the bottom is emphasized portraying what’s working against the movement as well as what must be confronted simultaneously. By “identity politics”, the Combahee River Collective meant that they were actively commited to struggling against racial, sexual, heterosexual, and class oppressions in each of their actions. The Collective wanted to try remembering to keep this at their forefront as much as possible because the presence of these oppressions that were systemically and subliminally placed through history have managed to become the prisons they have for women by these issues remaining ignored during daily encounters that eventually set the tone for how things are. Identity politics refers to a tendency for people of a particular community to form exclusive alliances, moving away from tradition. This is very evident in Paris is Burning, as the Ball lifestyle that is depicted in the film is essentially a world created by drag queens living in New York where we get to see the “house” cultures they create to provide a sense of community and support for those that are often shunned socially. Capitalism thrives off of race and gender. Because of how it inherently usually functions, capitalism continues to keep the power and wealth within the same systems that neglect minorities due to historical racial and socioeconomic statuses. Gender is also connected to capitalism as it is used by the public to coerce us through marketing as well as oneself in receiving advantages/opportunities based upon on our perceived sex or gender.

Arianda Fernandez Discussion 9

The liberated woman has realized her freedom to set her own standards for the way she lives her life personally, sexually, and professionally disregarding societal systems and standards that have been in place for much of history. She does not look for validation from society in these areas of her life and is confident in these decisions. She is a feminist and pushes for more equality for women and is trying to be an example of change in regards to what is expected of a women in and out of the home. This woman wants to acknowledge and be acknowledged for not following traditional social conventions as it has become clear to her that there is far too much inequality, injustice, and oppression placed upon women compared to lives lived by men as it seems that for no apparent reason, it was decided that this gender is superior. This woman can be instrumental for women’s liberation because traditional roles such as the Standard American Housewife and what that entails for women is challenged because the liberated woman represents a new standard/option attainable to all women if they should decide to step into this freedom that every human wants and has a right to desire and act upon. In The Politics of Housework by Pat Mainardi she states, “I can only explain it by stating that we women have been brainwashed more than even we can imagine, probably too many years of seeing television women in ecstasy over their shiny waxed floors or breaking down over their dirty shirt collars” (Mainardi, pg 2). Here, she is stating the conditioning women have received throughout history to make us feel like this is just how it is for us yet men do not get this message ingrained in them by society from birth and because they reap the benefits from this oppression haven’t done much to equalize the playing field. Therefore, the liberated woman poses as an essential and new example of another way life can be experienced as a woman. “The personal is political” is portrayed in both readings this week as each highlight on two specific yet distinct aspects of a woman’s life that have been subliminally socially oppressed- the female orgasm and distribution of housework in cisgendered heterosexual relationships that have resulted in the disparity between the significance of men and women’s values and “designated” roles hence, the commencement for the revolting of women through the feminist movement, suffrage and women’s liberation.

Arianda Fernandez Reflection 8

Yet again, t’was a revelation reading BOTH pieces this week as well as letting it sink in that both were written in 1970. I found The Myth of the Vaginal Orgasm by Anne Koedt to be so enlightening regarding this topic and it makes me feel ridiculous that this information is still essentially hidden away as I feel even in today’s age, women may not know that the vaginal orgasm does not exist. I find that week after week once I’m done reading, I just experience moments of utter shock with the knowledge I receive and then immediately wanting the whole world to make these changes already so I’m left to feel utterly overwhelmed. Why are things still like this?! It made me legitimately sad to see in writing how even in sexual pleasure, women are oppressed. In my 34 years of life, I’ve obviously gotten to know my self in this area of life and considered myself pretty knowledgeable especially on my preferences but there was still so much that hit home in reading things like the standard sexual positions in heterosexual intercourse is mainly for the mans pleasure and women’s needs are just ignored. It’s astounded me to realize that I’ve been participating in this because again, it was ingrained culturally and subliminally through society since I was born. It’s finally confirmed that I am not crazy for having my own realizations that the actual act of just vaginal sex is not a revelation at all but I’m annoyed that so many of us are still lost in the unknown and most likely feeling inadequate and dissatisfied. Pat Mainardi’s The Politics of Housework also posed as such an enlightening paper. I loved how it was written and how she made her points very clear as she gave such relatable “MEANINGS” to each of her examples of things that will come out of men’s mouths concerning housework.