Reading Alok Vaid Menon’s Beyond the Gender Binary was a bittersweet thing for me. Seeing a South Asian queer person thrive and be unabashedly themselves was inspirational and gave me a sense of pride. On the other hand, reading about their experiences was a sad feat. It baffles my mind how people are so bothered by someone’s existence (someone who has no effect on their daily lives whatsoever) that they go out of their way to torment them. I was equally surprised to see the level of discrimination non binary people face, even from the government. I mean I knew things weren’t that good but I guess I chose to be optimistic, maybe for the sake of my own conscience. This makes me realize the privilege people like me, who identify with a “society-approved” gender, have. Even with the privilege, there is no denying that perpetuating gender roles is not beneficial for anybody. Maybe the people in power that came up with the concept, but I can’t imagine it’s helpful to regular people. Distributing work equally has to be better than making certain people do certain jobs. Two people working and doing chores together is definitely more fruitful than one person only working and the other doing chores.
Perpetuating outdated ideas of gender is especially worse for non binary people. Which makes me admire Menon and other non binary people even more. The subjugation, violence and overall sh*t they face should make them a vengeful group wanting retribution. Instead, they simply just want to be accepted and live a life without fear. And they want to make the world a better, more open place, so that no child is forced to snuff their interests. Also, even through all the hindrances, Alok still manages to see the beauty in life, comparing our identities to stars in the galaxy. It’s truly amazing.
P.S. Sorry for the language, I couldn’t find an alternative that conveyed the same meaning and emotion